I keep having the urge to reach out and check that she hasn’t crashed her car, because I care about her outside of the romantic relationship. She doesn’t understand and just thinks I’m a stalker. I’m so scared of getting a harrament order.
OCD is so ugly when it hurts someone else, I’ve tried to explain but I think she just thinks it’s an excuse and I’m a maniptive person trying to guilt her into coming back I’m really not.
Ive keep having intrusive images and thoughts about her in her air bag bleeding from her mouth and dying.
This is so hard
