For some reason my ocd revolves around my nieces, I love my nieces and they like spending time with me but we were playing around in the supermarket the other day (I know immature haha) but we do this thing where I knee ‘d them and it was funny we were all laughing and stuff but now that I think of it I guess I’m just thinking too hard about it but now I just want to distance myself from them. I know it’s just innocent horsing around but my head is telling me that what if I did that for sick thrill or something. This is so exhausted i just can’t live like this anymore.
