The main fear is that I don’t actually have ocd. Also I’m scared of being misdiagnosed. I’ve read this is common. i suppose also I have a lack of trust and also I don’t feel brave enough to face my fears. Scared it’s all real. not on medication, never tried it.
I just hope that one day, something will click and I can be truly happy. But every time I laugh or socialise or enjoy something, I have a foggy feeling in the back of my mind, knowing I am so so unhappy.
everyday I think about how much better life was 10 years ago. even when I was too scared to leave the house – life was better even then 🙁
Alas, I am really scared to reach out. Does anyone have any tips for this?
