Does anyone else have serious Real Event OCD? I am 66 years old and have had OCD since I was 13. It has taken various forms from praying and praying to prevent myself and my mum getting cancer, to the tremendous guilt inducing Real Event OCD I now have. They are truly real events – I was a nurse and I made mistakes – but I then go over them wondering what I was thinking at the time and wondering if I deliberately did something. It is getting worse and worse despite a lot of CBT and I even tried TMS. I can’t take SSRI’s because of the cardio effects and I am getting desperate. Does anyone have any amazing treatment ideas?