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      I have been suffering from ocd for a long time and this is starting to spread to new forms, I’m fed up! From an early age I struggled with this disorder and it was usually a disorder of touching furniture “several times, I had magical thoughts” if I don’t do it, something bad will happen in my case, it was taking my good times in my life and I was making no sense of compulsions. over time, they turned into vocal compulsions, I had to ask my loved one 3 times of the same movement forms as walking on the left side, keep in one direction and try not to turn around. It’s all just to “make sure it’ll be okay if you do” I’m starting to think about the issues of ending this suffering definitively, but I wouldn’t be able to do it. I feel really bad mentally. I can not stop! I have it until today and recently I have a new form that works on the same system, so every morning I get up I have to go to the room 3 times to do the rest, hoping that then I will have peace by the end of the day, but I start to walk this illusion on the left side of the room to take the phone whenever I leave the room, for example to the kitchen, I have to avoid the chair to just go, which is absurd but the obsessiveness is so strong that I can’t stop. I also often have that when I turn on the phone, I have to first turn on one application to turn on the other, even though I want the other way around. or I can’t watch my favorite movie on yt on this day because if I watch something bad will happen in this case in my life I will be bored for a long time. I know it’s an obsession that is only information and is false, but like I said, it’s too strong. I heard that people with this disorder often wash their hands or check the door in front of a burglar even several hundred times a day, I don’t have it. Anyone know any ways to end this once and for all? people with this disorder experience hell on earth, I can also tell you what the intensity level of compulsion is, I rely on my gut so it’s 3/5 which is a very strong need for compulsion but it depends on how you feel in the given At the moment I don’t think it’s a tragedy but I have a big problem. my English is not of the highest level but I hope I described it quite well.

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