Hi all just hoping for some advice or anyone that understands. I just had a breakdown and couldn’t stop crying, I just feel like I don’t know what is real and what isn’t in my head anymore and it’s unbearable! I just have the constant need to figure all these things out in my head, are they real, what does this say about me if they are, who will I lose if they’re real, could I live with myself if they are:(I can’t sit with uncertainty I just need to be sure of everything, I don’t want any of the things in my head to be real! I keep looking at brain surgery, I just want to be fixed. I really can’t live like this anymore.