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Ocdocdocd9
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    Yes I understand, I get mad too. I’m like, why am I getting these thoughts? Why me? What have I done to deserve this? But as i say, logically I don’t know if I’ve done it because I was so drunk. The only glimmer of hope I have is that it would be bizarre for me to have done it when I’m attracted to men! And it would be so risky too when their mum just went to the shop round the corner. And I find it disgusting. So that’s what I hold onto. But everytime we think of any of this we’re just feeding it giving it ammunition. Xx