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AngeleyesUK
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    I struggle with feeling so depressed over the fact that I could even think these thoughts.  Especially when it feels like I am the one that is a danger to him and could harm him.    Id never hurt him, he means the world to me and my hubby.    It feels like I messed up and spoiled things now.    I get so fed up feeling miserable instead of being able to fully enjoy seeing my son develop.