Reply To: Please please can someone help me, I’m at the end of my rope

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Hi, thank you so so much for your reply! I truly appreciate you taking the time to reply.

 

That sounds awful and I can totally relate, I’ve had so many thoughts of stabbing, hurting, doing whatever else to people. I once was convinced I murdered someone and put their body under my bed. I looked under my bed and nothing was there and I STILL thought I’d done it.

But what if my memory isn’t a false memory? What if it’s a real memory? I read about real memory ocd and now I’m convinced it isn’t a false memory but a real one that I just can’t accept. I’m falling to bits in my mind with this thought. I’m so close to just ending it all.

 

Are you on medication? Sorry don’t mean to be nosy I’m just wondering if you are managing your thoughts at the moment.