Can somebody please respond? The new worries aren’t as intense as the ones about girls so far, but I still want answers.
Plus, I actually happen to know this one friend, and I’m very scared that I may have some attraction to them in particular. Like I said, this is all very new. Just last month, I could talk to them with no issues whatsoever, didn’t even register on my OCD meter. But now I’m afraid of thinking about them, and scared that I might be attracted to them. Hell, I cried last night while fixing dinner because I thought about how wrong it would be do it while thinking of them, and realized it’s no different.
Please, I’m begging you people, how do I make this stop?