I’m so scared my mind feel so evil, I’ve been through so many ocd forms but this is by far the worst, My mind is constant bad thoughts about god, and I mean horrible thoughts that are untrue, And hat scares me is it feels like I’m thinking most of them like sometimes I’ll get a thought and replace it then it feels like I’ll think of something, I don’t even know if it’s a thought or if I’m thinking it I don’t know I’m confused, Saying that the meany is good and I know that’s not the truth, i feel so detached from reality it feels like I’m forgetting the truth about the world and my morals, I know deep down I’m a good person but ocd is tricking me so bad, and I hate this, what do I do, if I ignore it I feel bad and afraid I’ll turn into a bad person, if I fight with it it gets worse, I don’t know what to do, it’s like everything I use to believe is hard to remember, My mind feels so tangled like I don’t even know who I am, one minute I know I’m a good person the next I feel evil, I’d like advise please I do see a counselor and have up coming appointment with physiatrist!! It’s like I have no control on who I want to be a good person!!
