Hi there,
Sorry to hear you are going through a rough time. Ive read both your posts thoroughly, your ocd is running a real rampage!
You have ocd and it makes you question everything. However, you are clearly happy being a girl!
Sounds to me that you’re just questioning it as there’s so many of your friends coming out. I had a close circle of gay friends for many years and wondered if I was gay. Its very easy to consider these things in this situation.
I hope this helps
Xxx