I feel like I’m mainly obsessing over the fear that I’ve lost attractiveness, my mind keeps contemplating this and it feels so scary. It doesn’t seem like I’m getting interested in being attarctive in like photos and videos etc, even though previously I’d say maybe even a week ago, I would. When I see an attractive woman, I think I’m not, and it feels so weird, almost like I’ve literlaly just lost my attractiveness. Is this due to the anxiety ?, I know OCD is very smart, especially with resposes, they were so terrible. Yet I also fear that this isn’t bdd and I’m just in denial or using it as a way to mask the truth.
