I don’t feel like I have much to hold on for other than a couple small things. My OCD has pretty much completely convinced me I am a horrific person whose undeserving of a future. Things just haven’t improved. I’m trying out a medicine and trying to be patient because I haven’t fully been on it a month. I really wish I could just understand the timing of my life. I would give anything to be free of this illness and the thoughts that fuel it. Obviously death isn’t an option. People say things get better and that it’s an illness that will subside but things have been stagnant so far. I could just really use some support or encouragement. I’ve been crying all day and I don’t see a point to my life.
