someone help, it’s went too far I have memories of me not finding anything wrong with my ocd thoughts and it’s making me feel so ill and anxious. I feel so guilty I just want it to stop but I feel like I actually am a bad person and this is me and im going to have intrusive thoughts again, I feel like this isn’t ocd anymore I’m panicking idk if I can live anymore it’s killing me Im about to have a panic attack it feels like my world is caving in on me. would never do anything bad the thought makes me feel sick but I feel like my thoughts are real.
