Hello. I thought I was done with this ocd obsession. For a long time, I haven’t felt bothered by any ocd thoughts and for the most part, it had been completely forgotten, but today I saw something that made me feel disgusted.
So I was looking up images online, and I stumbled across a certain image that made me feel slightly uneasy. I could not see it clearly, but one of the people in the image looked a bit smaller than the other person involved. I couldn’t tell if it was just a smaller petite person, but a part of me thought it looked different so I quickly got out of there. I did not wanna look at that image any longer to find out in fear that I may have ended up watching it. I could not tell what the hell I felt when I saw that picture, but I know it left me feeling disgusted and scared that I may have stumbled upon something sinister. Now that image won’t leave my mind, and I have fallen into my old ocd habits once again. Also, I had a coffee at the time I saw that photo, which made my anxiety worse. I don’t know what to do now. Usually, I could always tell if its a petite perso, but in this photo, it was just too unclear for me to figure out and now I’m afraid.
