My mind keeps saying you like girls better than being with a guy because it feels different. And I hate that because I never in my life wanted this at all. But my loss of attraction for guys makes it worse because it makes me feel like I must like these things because I don’t feel anything anymore for guys and I hate that. My mind says that I never let my self like these things and now I like them better and I’ll never be happy with a guy and I hate it so much
