I just felt it again. Saw a causal video and felt what I think is normal at this point, but no physical reaction at all. I dont understand. After a second viewing it went away and I felt nothing with the same video. It feels as if I should be relieved that nothing happened. At times it does and it’s brief and might not work after one time. I feel like it is attraction and I can’t admit it. It’s stressing me out cause the feeling is real
