I feel like I can’t breathe I was cleaning the floor and my daughter walked by me as I was sweet g with dust Pan and brush on floor and as she made contact with my arm I had a thought I abused her by the movement of my arm and her body passing me it’s filled me with complete panic and I feel suicidal now or that I need to admit myself I do t know how much pain I can take of this could my brain be tricking me it felt as if I touched her.I’m completely lost and I don’t know what to do