I was recetly diagnosed with ocd and i’ve been suffering from it for a while but something weird has been going on as of late my ocd centers hurting someone as well as other ocd. I keep feeling this heavy feeling in my arms like im going to do something when i’m around other people i’ll say in my head i could do that this started off as me testing myself to see if i actually wanted to do these things but now i don’t know i also feel this lack of empathy towards people. I also started creating thoughts and imagery as a way to test myself i always say no but, there is a part in my head that says yes i ask myself questions constantly. I know i’ll never truly have the anwswer, but everything just feels so heavy i was wondering if anyone has had similar experience.
