Since I have issues with self esteem and always want people to like me and find me pretty, I smiled at these kids who I knew were kids and looked away, but now I feel like omg I did it because I liked them. It’s making me feel horrible ruined my entire day got home and told myself why did you do that not everyone needs to find you attractive or pretty! Ugh I feel pretty badly about it and I started compulsively researching online.
