I loved my ex so much. I miss her so much. But I recently got dumped for somebody else.
Over the years my ex supported me so much with my ocd. I told her way too much and had some awful OCD fears about her loved ones and I feel like a horrible, horrible person for telling her.
She always reassured me that I am a good person. But I’m scared that over time she will change her mind and decide to tell people.
And that would ruin my life.
I don’t want her to hate me. I love her so much, even though she basically cheated on me.
I feel like I deserve all bad things that come my way. I hate my life. I can’t do this.
