Yesterday, I (a 26 year old) was doing a compulsion, which was looking at photos of an actor to try and determine if I was attracted to him. And, yeah, I know that’s not a good idea, but I did it anyway…
But then I saw what I’m assuming is a recent picture of him, and even knowing that this was current I… I felt attracted to him in that recent photo… My mom doesn’t seem to think anything is particularly wrong with this since apparently even at my age your hormones are going nuts, but I feel tremendous shame and guilt. He didn’t even look much older in the photo, honestly, but I guess there were certain aspects of his appearance that I find good-looking on adult men?
Should I be as ashamed as I am? Does this mean anything?
