Hi from experience there will always be doubt, just like with everything you do. The biggest problem with recovering from ocd for me was thay like OCD voice in the abck of your head saying pay attention to me ruminate etc. the way to overcome this is by letting go of your fear and not giving into checking, ruminating etc. it’s very hard, I know. But you can do it. As with ocd it’s what you fear comes true and that’s why it’s always there, untill you can trust yourself and stop giving into the thoughts it woll always be there in some regard. If you were gay you wouldn’t have these thoughts constantly you would already know it and it wouldn’t be repeating in your head.
