So I’ve had HOCD for 8-9 years now and I’m almost recovered. But I honestly don’t want to like girls anymore and don’t want to be straight anymore. I’m trying to live my life as a asexual and trying to be aromantic. Problem is I’m starting to get attraction to girls and sometimes guys and it annoys me. Why can’t I just commit to being a asexual and forget about relationships. Is it possible to become a asexual, and if so does anyone have any advice?