Today I had a dream in which I accepted that I was a pedophile, and when I woke up from sleep I was totally convinced that I was attracted to children. Then, at the same time, I went back to sleep and my younger brother lay down in the same bed. My mind started to think "And if you are pedophile it means you have to do something bad" then I turned to look at it and everything became unreal, as if it were not the owner of my mind and I realized that I did not want to harm, so I woke up from the bed. Now writing this I feel like I am I am that I am pedophile
Hello how are you? I hope you are fine. Well, I'm starting to look for a psychologist specializing in OCD, and I think I found one. I know it may sound silly, but I panic to tell you certain things (like when I was 13 I had masturbated watching a pedophile anime) I feel that I will judge and believe that I am a pedophile. I'm also afraid that he misunderstands me or if ... he tells me I'm a pedophile. I know that a pedophile would not be in a place like this, but there are several things that make me think that I am one.
Hello, Good morning / afternoon / night.I have been dreaming of my toc (pocd) in dreams for several nights. I usually feel discomfort or need to flee but when I wake up I feel like I am excited and lubricated (even though some of those dreams are not sexual). Usually I usually have three different dreams about the pocd but when I wake up I do not feel guilty and only wanted to go back to sleep (despite knowing that I will have another similar dream).