HOLY SHIT WTF i need help NOW. i was on instagram and came across a picture of a girl modeling, went to her page and there were some very risque pictures. i went on google to try to find out her age, couldnt find anything except something she posted on a modeling website saying she was 29, but i didnt believe it. one of the pictures in that post was her nude. as soon as i saw it i swiped away and got scared. eventually i found at the bottom of her instagram page deep in the comments someone saying she was "nearly 14" . this post was in december 2016.
this morning i was dreaming right before i woke up (you know how youre kindof in that state between dreaming and being awake but when you wake up you realize you were mostly asleep) and i was getting turned on by something normal and then my mind brought up a picture of a kid and made me feel like i was attracted to their face for a split second... wtf. this freaked me out and i woke up immediately really guilty and tried to find out what it could mean or if it meant my pocd was all real.