I have been struggling with this obsession for a long time. I went through anout a year so far of depersonalization/derealization that just made me feel numb. But even now as my feelings are returning I still feel no closeness with my family or husband. I keep thinking I am a psychopath. Why do I feel nothing for them? In fact when people say they love me or give me compliments I feel extremely uncomfortable. Its like i am a stranger in my own life. Im ashamed of this. Everyone deserves so much better.