I've had these thoughts before and I don't know if they just appeared or whether I put them in my head anyway they didn't bother me and even enterianed them, but now I'm riddles with guilt and the thoughts kill me? How can they not of bothered me but now make me want to die. I hate myself xx
I've suffered a few different types of OCD in the past and it's normally around me fucking things up with my husband cheating etc. He has a new job and works with this stunning woman who is funny too and all my head is telling me is he regrets marrying me, I bet he thinks about her all the time, it's only a matter of time before he leaves me for her, how well suited they are. I get sickly jealous when he talks to her about work and I don't want to be that wife who doesn't trust her husband I have never felt this way towards him.