Ive been suffering with intrusive thoughts for 3 weeks and I’ve been freaking out. I went to a therapist and I told him everything and he said I was not a pedophile because I was not aroused by children and these thoughts have not persisted for long. He asked if I masturbated to the thoughts and I said I didn’t. So when I got home I masturbated to them to check if I was aroused and I felt like I was. I started hysterically crying and it made it worse because I feel like I have lost my attraction to women. I don’t know what to do.