I was really tired last night but my husband and I tried to have intimate time...
Well I remember starting to get in the mood at one point and it was around when I got an intrusive pocd thought. But I kept going anyway.
The thing is I can usually push those intrusive thoughts away during intimacy but in my mind I kept thinking what if it was the thought that got me in the mood because it was right before.
You know how if you are sleeping but someone or something touches you and your dream is then based around it?
Or if you hear something while sleeping and then your dream is based around it?
Well, one time I had an "orgasm" in my sleep and the dream that caused it was about watching other two people and it involved the breast area.
When I woke up right after "o" I realized my sons hand was touching my breast. I can not move on knowing he could have caused that "o"
I know everyone experiments but I feel mine is the worse.
I knew way too much sexual stuff at a young age. My girl cousin and I. Same gender as me. Used to experiment throughout childhood and copy what we seen on movies sometimes.
She was always 2 and a half years younger though so when I was 13 she was 10 and a half and when I was 11 she was 8 and a half. If we did anything when I was 10 she was 7 and a half and so on.
I don't remember exact age when we started but we stopped completely around when I was 15.