Someone tell me, do you repeat a few safe words in your head all day long? Do you have the fear or feeling of saying the sickest thoughts you have out loud all day even to your spouse. Cant let go of sick sexual thoughts about your child and actually fear you will say it outloud? Ive been through the harm ocd, does anyones mind do this... you are a molester, you really do want this or that, you are a murderer or murder your family. Has anyones mind said these things to random people in stores ?
Yes I can relate, I fear that something health wise is wrong with me everyday as well on top of the original ocd. My doc assures me nothing is wrong just by looking at me. I have all the same worries as you and more. Very much sick of living this.