I'm a teenage girl and I really need help. I've never been to a therapist because I'm underage and I can't talk to my parents about all of these. So I don't know if all of these thoughts are hocd or just denial. I've had these thoughts for a year and a half and they got really bad in the previous five months. I can't do anything without thinking about being gay, I can't talk to my female friends because I'm afraid I'm attracted to them, I can't talk to my male friends because I think I don't find them attractive at all.
I'm a teenage girl and I'm really struggling with a problem that is over my powers. It started a few years ago when I felt like I had an arousal about a girl. That friend of mine always told me staff like every girl is a little bi and that I might be bi too, and that she was gonna kiss me a some point. All of these made me really anxious . I've always been this crazy-about-guys girl that can't stop thinking about her crush. I've always been fantasizing about boys and dreaming about being with someone, making a family with him. But now it's like all of these thoughts never happened.
I'm female and I feel like I just read my life in the past 5 months. The thoughts started two years ago but they were nothing. I still had strong feelings for other men at the time. But right now everything is a confusion.
Im going through exactly the same,only im a female. These thoughts are messing with me for years but now I feel I'm going mental. And at this point I don't even feel any stress or anxiety and this makes it worse.