feeling guilt is normal and healthy, but for people with ocd it is really extreme. they tend to think they’re the worst person in world. i feel like your ocd is making it way worse for you.
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- September 4 2019 - 11:05pm
- July 23 2019 - 2:50am
have you had any other ocd themes before this? people can have obsessions about anything with ocd. i will say it is possible that a gay man could have ocd over whether he’s gay or not, BUT it’s nothing like this.
- July 14 2019 - 4:52pm
i believe the fears you had as a kid were ocd to begin with.
- June 20 2019 - 6:06pm
people who are truly in denial will not say things like “i bet i’m just in denial and i really am what i fear i am.” being in denial would mean you’d deny every reason that proves it, and make up reasons as to why it’s not true.
- June 19 2019 - 4:45pm
this sounds like POCD, but no matter how many times someone tells you that, it won’t be enough because it just makes you doubt everything. i suggest dismissing the thoughts as your OCD.
- June 12 2019 - 2:23am
even if it were true, it wouldn’t mean you’re a pedophile. you were a kid yourself, and kids do stupid things and don’t really know right from wrong. you said you were never attracted to any other kids and that you aren’t now.
- June 8 2019 - 7:50pm
it’s important for you to stop seeking reassurance. in the long run, it makes everything worse. i think you know deep down, under your OCD, that you aren’t trans.
- June 5 2019 - 12:59am
i’m not entirely sure myself, but i know a lot of people have fantasies they don’t actually want in real life. they might be attracted to the taboo, not the kids themselves.
- June 1 2019 - 5:45pm
please remind yourself that this is just your mind playing tricks on you. it’s very easy for anyone to masturbate to anything if they’re testing themselves. if you worried about being attracted to cars, you could masturbate to the thought of a car.
- May 25 2019 - 1:24am
yeah, all of it can be very scary. the false memories scare me the most. i always ask myself “is this a real memory or a false one?” it’s a never ending cycle. there’s always doubt.