Im not sure if this helps but i had a fear long ago whe i had bad ocd that id done something really bad to two kids. Even when my ocd had settled down i still believed it for many years. Onky now years later im thinking it may not have even happend. Im hoping it didnt anyhow.
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- November 7 2017 - 10:34am
- September 3 2017 - 7:24pmI don't know what to do with this memory. I feel like i am so disgusting for having a memory like that.Ive had sone really sexual stuff happen to me aswell when i was a kid. I often think back and worry myself sick and think im a monster. But youre not alone. I dont if its wrong or right since i have ocd to and unable to know.
- June 25 2017 - 4:28pmIm going through something alot simular. Im convinced im a pedophile. I cant even tell my boyfriend im so scared. .this is the worst idk what to do anymore. Maybe its our Pocd maybe its not?
- June 18 2017 - 9:49amI also suffer POCD. Lately ive been getting jardly any panic or worry with the thoughts and its starting to scare me. I even have fantasys about doing doing bad things to kids and get turned on i dont even worry becuase i feel lile ive accepted that im a paedophile.
- June 18 2017 - 9:44amIm going through something simular i have POCD. So id say its just youre ocd acting up ive done worse wjen have a pocd moment so i wouldnt worry to much :)
- June 17 2017 - 5:17pmI inboxed you hun :)