Hi,
I am now 28 and have a history of dating girls , being gay never ever crossed my mind until during lockdown I woke up with the worst anxiety and then the line “what if I’m gay “ came in to my head. That’s when it really started getting bad.
I have changed GP was hoping the service will be a little better. Might try and find a private therapist to really knock this on the head once and for all.
I don’t Know if it’s worse because of me and my girlfriend splitting up or what but I don’t think I can go on much longer need to get it sorted it’s affecting my work, my eating and my sleeping. I wish I could find Someone who has suffered from this and has recovered from the anxiety abs thoughts as at this moment in time everything seems very bleak
