Hi, I wanted to ask about experiences with medication and treatment. I think. I’m not really sure exactly what’s going on at the moment.
I have been on fluoxetine for two years and had CBT. Both helped really well and I think I managed to understand my OCD, that mainly relates to harm and self harm. But for a while I’ve been asking myself what I feel. I feel numb sometimes. Like I should care more but I just don’t. Could that be the medication? Or have i desensitised to my thoughts that much that nothing means anything anymore?
I don’t mean to sound all philosophical, I’m just worried that I’ve stopped caring. I think what if loved ones were to die and I don’t think it bothers me. And I don’t really get worried about repercussions of stuff because if life ever got that bad there’s always a way out.
I’m not even sure what it is I’m trying to say. I just don’t think this can be how it is from now on.
