So me and my husband had an argument this morning about something stupid whilst in the car, I was so annoyed with him and ocd tries to work it’s way in convincing me If me and my husband weren’t together I would go out with his friend and no matter what it was so convincing and I had to say no out loud that’s the only way I cope with this, and then a thought came into my head that if he died of something I don’t want to say it in case it comes true and a thought in my head said he would deserve it I felt horrible and then I suddenly felt sick about it because it felt like it was really me thinking this. I can’t stand this ocd any longer it’s really driving me mad!
