Spent the day panicking over something that happened
I felt butterflies when talking to someone who is like family to me. My brain immediately said ‘no.’, I freaked out and I felt awkward.
like I was panicking – if I had a crush on that person, it would be bad. I don’t have a crush on them. I just think they’re cool and can’t picture myself with them AT ALL, it’s gross
I told my partner after hours of ruminating thoughts. And they are now upset with me
I’m so stressed and feel like a horrible person