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wannabefree
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    <p style=”text-align: right;”>I have, over the years, met a few nice people in church, and a lot of, quite frankly, horrible ones…</p>
    Self-righteous,  domineering, manipulative, guilt pushers.

    The ones who proudly sing; ‘To be like Jesus, this hope possesses me’ can be the most horrible, selfish, greedy people on the planet.

    Aggressive… Ignorant… And very cruel. And some lead us on by just plain lying.

    I had one ‘leader’ effectively lie to me by ommission for years. Financially I am almost ruined, whilst they carry on, above blame or reproach of any kind. Why is it automatically my fault? Was it my job to stop them leading me on till I ran out of money, with an idea that never had any intention of allowing me to complete anyway?

    Jesus, and I know him well, will never let you down… But his sales reps? In some countries,  even ‘Christians’ carry guns and blatantly kill people they don’t like…

    Faith is good, definitely. But many so-called Christians are simply there to be seen, and show off their wealth.

    The ones who dress alike can be dangerous…

    I have attempted suicide multiple times because of issues with them…

    I need to return to some sort of work, to clear credit cards before I finally drop dead… (not intentionally!).

    I have been an oap for years!

    To others, I am a pushover who is coming out of gullibility, and shouting back… My memoirs are going to embarrass many who have been blatantly awful, whilst pretending to be nice in the community. Believe me… Some lean back on an old image of how they were in the past, and yet now it is basically hypocrisy.

    You have to be accepted by them…

    And yet…

    Go directly to Jesus, whatever you conceive him to be…

    He has more reason to be angry, than either you or me…

    Desiderata, by less crane. .

    Whatever faith you follow,  be aware of the extremists… They are almost  everywhere, it seems…

    Wannabe