15 November 2015 - 17:06
I have had ocd for 2 1/2 years now and it's been a torture. I'm wondering if I'm schizo-ocd. Whenever I get an irrational thought, that could make a scary situation true if true. I have trouble rationally thinking about whether it is logical or illogical even though deep down I know it is crap. But when I just ignore it and ocd and worry calms down. I can rationally think about it and find out if it's a silly thought or not. Also whenever I have an ocd episode I feel really pressured to logically answer if the thought is rational or not. And I am 99% sure that if I do defeat ocd this will go away with it. I became really scared when I found out that thought disorganization was a big symptom of schizophrenia. This thought disorganization when I am in an anxiety attack is really unwanted and really makes me think that I am delusional. I'm wondering if I'm schizo-ocd. It feels very hard to think and I feel big pressure on my brain when I am worried about the irrational ocd thought, and I have to decide if it is rational or not.