31 January 2018 - 20:01
Hey guys, I've been dealing with OCD my whole life and I believe I'm getting it under wrap however, I've been heavily depressed for a long time and every time I'm around other people I can't help but think they hate me, that everyone hates me. I'm in college at the moment and I can't help but be jealous, so absolutely jealous and frustrated.
I love people but I can't get the thought out of my head that everyone hates me, that everyone is narcissistic and think they are better than me. I want to know why this happens. I don't know if it's my mind playing tricks on me or not. I'm tired of being lonely, I would cry just to talk to a person who I felt connected to.
Please answer respectfully, I'm not a bad person, I've obsessed over it enough to know that.