1 August 2020 - 21:42
Hello. For some reason, last night an old crush I had when I was in middle school appeared in my dream. In the dream I was in middle school again and I had a crush on them still. The dream felt very real, and I felt attracted to them. And I understand that I can’t control my dreams, but when I woke up the feeling of the attraction was there. I got a thought about how I still found my old middle school crush cute/attractive. I don’t know if ocd can do this. The feeling of attraction is too real. I don’t know why I’m still having dreams about my middle school and the people in it from years and years ago. It’s odd how they keep popping up in my dreams. The attraction feeling is so weird, and this definitely shouldn’t be happening. Is this a sign I’m a bad person? Can ocd do this? Am I crazy? I definitely feel crazy. Please help.