29 February 2020 - 3:28
I want to make this really quick. Basically I was masturbating, looking at pictures of porn on my phone, this one image came up and I cannot for the life of me make sense of this but it really felt like I thought it might’ve been child porn but I still clicked it on to masturbate to it. I feel like maybe I just knew it wasn’t child porn and it was just the ocd that planted that thought in my head which I just kind of disregarded? I don’t know though I feel really scared like what if I genuinely didn’t care?? I know I would never want to watch child porn so why would I click on it if I thought it was possible that that’s what it was?? I’m sure I wouldn’t do that but I feel really scared. Anyway thank you to whoever reads this and replies, but please do reply I really need answers I feel so horrible about this.