Pls.. I need someone to talk to/confide in.. I'm so depressed with this

2 June 2019 - 23:08

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I really feel like life and all of my opportunities are passing me by due to OCD and it's getting me very depressed I'm 19 and left school 2 years ago and had alot of Hope's and was looking forward to college and going out with friends ext..but it's all been crushed right before my eyes... I haven't spoke to any of my friends in over 2 years and have been very isolated and haven't left the house due to this horrible mental affliction.. every month is like a new obsession. January it was suicide OCD. February it was a fear of becoming a Ted bunday esc psychopath, March was a constant fear of cancer, and now I constantly fear developing chronic pain that will get so bad that I will commit suicide...... it's just sooo exhausting, I wake up with the same horrific hopeless thoughts and I sleep and dream about them it's just getting too much.. I feel I have no help from my from my national health service (NHS) and dont want to start taking mind altering drugs, I just want to be the old me who enjoyed life and didn't fear my own thoughts.. has anyone ever felt this hopeless like life is passing you by? I feel like I live my life in 3month increments and its sooo depressing

3 June 2019 - 10:52

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Robert870, I'm confused, in one post you claim to be 19, and in a previous post you claim to have been married for 10 years and have three kids.

3 June 2019 - 18:40

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Yea I was gonna say. You said you had gone to uni and had a successful career... with a wife and daughters. Yet you're 19?

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