14 July 2019 - 17:56
Sometimes my pocd is downright terrifying. Sometimes when I see two children my mind immediately asks itself which one I would rather have sex with. I always try to tell myself none but my mind forces me to choose one. I always choose the one that's the most mature but I still hate it. Like one time I was really anxious about girls butts and my mind forced me to compare. I chose the bigger one and after I begin to get anxious cause I begin to feel like I made my choice based on a slight attraction I have to the child. After I'm terrified about why I chose in the first place and I get really anxious. Has anyone else with pocd experienced this? How do you get past it?