8 November 2016 - 13:18
A few weeks ago I ran into a guy at a bar who started flirting with me. I was quite drunk and attracted to him, so we started to make out. He made it clear he was sexually interested in me and even said he'd like to meet me in a hotel room. Though I was happy to make out with him, I didn't want to have sex with a stranger, especially when drunk, so we didn't go anywhere. We made out for a while, exchanged numbers and I went back to my friends.
Fast forward to now, I keep imagining a scenario in which I had sex with him. I KNOW I didn't - despite being drunk I remember what I did during the night, how I got home, the morning after I woke up in my bed with no physical evidence or feeling of doing anything sexual, etc. I know I just made out with him, that's it. The day after I wasn't even considering the possiblity, but now after overthinking the situation I imagine that I had sex and of course the pregnancy risks are worrying me. Now I'm really anxious and find it hard to replay the night over and over again, driving myself more anxious. This isn't the first time I've imagined something happening that didn't.
How do I deal with this? My period is coming only after a bit more than a week and I know it will come, but the thought of 9 days spent worrying about this stuff is terrible.