Is it Hocd ?

30 September 2020 - 10:14

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I really feel like I’m in denial and it’s killing me. I wanted to checked if I liked pictures of hot female and were attracted to them and when I saw picture of side boob and nipples I thought it was sexy/hot. I felt like I was horny, felt something in my stomach, but I don’t want to have sex with a woman. When I imagine it I felt like I don’t want it, it scares me. I then check coming out story to see if I relate and I felt like I relate to everyone and I start crying thinking I was bi after all and I felt bad, sad, nauseated 

please help me.. is it normal ? Is it hocd ?