2 September 2017 - 23:04
when i was a kid, i was riding a bike and it sometimes hit some pleasurable body part and i was thinking me and my granpa taking a bath, not doing anything but why did i think something like that?!!! It is so gross and i am thinking maybe i was liking it but it was my grandpa (and we're not close) and i have no daddy issues or something. I feel like i am so disgusting. Also i am gay and i think i was just trying to learn what my identity really was. I just suffered from my inyrusive thoughts and i think as soon as i am overcoming these thoughts, this started. I don't know what to do, i really think i am so gross. Pls help me.