I am getting worse at this every day!

19 September 2018 - 20:18

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Hello again, 

I am back with the same stupid story, if I had some self controlle I wouldnt be in this possition! 

I was doing my testing as I know that I should as it is making everything worse for me! During this test I was quite happy I didnt get any arousal and was about to click off it and get one with my day when I saw something and my mind went 'That looks pleasurable' baring in mind I am watching gay porn. Does this mean something or was it just an intrusive thought? I have made my mind up that I will know longer look at any form of porn as it really is effecting me. 

Please help me I feel as if this means something!

19 September 2018 - 21:26

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I can’t give you any reassurance, but I don’t think you need to worry about it. many straight people all over the world can find gay porn pleasurable... that doesn’t mean that they’re gay. But from what I read you didn’t even get that feeling, you just had a thought about it. Thoughts don’t equal reality... (as they say). Don’t worry too much about it. If it get worse then talk to someone about it  

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