19 September 2018 - 20:18
I am back with the same stupid story, if I had some self controlle I wouldnt be in this possition!
I was doing my testing as I know that I should as it is making everything worse for me! During this test I was quite happy I didnt get any arousal and was about to click off it and get one with my day when I saw something and my mind went 'That looks pleasurable' baring in mind I am watching gay porn. Does this mean something or was it just an intrusive thought? I have made my mind up that I will know longer look at any form of porn as it really is effecting me.
Please help me I feel as if this means something!